i always make the most EPIC of all FAILS

Jun 16, 2009. ; Personal Life,Ranting, Quote. ; Leave a comment?

Last night i broke down again,ugh i’m so weak . It’s just that i had all the reasons to break down. I thought i would tell the whole story but i’m too lazy to. And when i wake up in the morning,i forget about it,feel good again and be inspired all over again. But those fails keep happening to me all over again to . I’m a fail magnet .

I’m currently multi-tasking again. I’m researching the answers for my homeworks and conferencing with classmates on YIM. We call our conference “cheat box” because we give all the answers we find to each other . And it’s really iritating when everyone gives links and you don’t know what that link is for/about . So today i chose to research first,then go online on YIM and conference with them.

Finally i have a good time to blog decently and sensibly. Our new nanny left and i don’t know why. I think something happened here in the house while i was at school…hmm,i’ll ask my mom later .

So here’s the reasons i broke down last night:
1. The stupid stalker-dude.
» My window was closed by my dad on teh outside because that stupid window’s lock is on the outside. And the stalker dude opened it again . I know he’s stupid and never gonna stop. My parents know,and i don’t have to tell the over and over. And it’s my fault he’s stalking me and no i won’t tell you about that.

1. My homeworks.
   » They’re so freaking hard i almost cried in front of our nanny while eating dinner with her.

And many more. I just realized later and my sleep sucked i all and forgotten. It’s sad that when you keep yourself trying hard to happy,when you realize the truth that you aren’t,you’ll break down .

And you can’t say life is hard unless you believe in the truth that it is. I’ve always tried to be happy inspite of those dreadly things taht’s why i always say when someone asks me “how’s school?” i say “it’s okay”. Even though it’s not :/

That’s all quote and facts i’ve noticed on my breakdown. I’ve got to return to doing homeworks now,so bye! And returning your comments will be hard since i don’t have much time to go online these days, but i will .

the freak is back ;)

Jun 10, 2009. ; Misc./Randomness. ; 13 comments.

I’m back! you must be asking,”did she left?”.Not really. I just lost my interest here. I don’t know why,maybe it’s because my updates are disappearing during the server move :/ .So i just lost interest for a few days,but i’m back now. There’s nothing really to blog about except my Insomnia,it’s coming back!Ugh!

Because of that stupid classes holdback until June 15,my insomnia is returning and my worst-summer-ever is returning . But whatever,as my bestfriend,Marielle says: “If life gives you a thousand reasons to cry,show life you have a thousand reason to smile “.I think i’m not the only one,Marielle inspired,i think she inspired Laura too .

And i have an LJ account though it’s very private,the content is shown for my friends only . But if you have an LJ account and would like to add me,here’s my url: http://unwritten-fate.livejournal.com. The reason why i have an LJ account is the only post that is open to public. Though i’ll still blog here,and that account is sort of my Writings Portfolio site thingy .

I’m currently chatting with Marielle on Yahoo IM. It seems that this is our daily routine . So see yah!